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MLB teams welcome LGBTQ+ fans with Pride Nights, but the wait continues for 1st out active player

CHICAGO — When it comes to baseball and LGBTQ+ inclusivity, Billy Bean often flashes back to his playing days.

Ending his career without telling his parents about his life as a closeted gay ballplayer. Shielding his secret from teammates like Brad Ausmus and Torey Lovullo. The regret of not sharing his "full self," he says.

It's a message Bean has delivered in clubhouses, and it resonates with today's ballplayers — hyper-focused on staying in the majors, and being a good teammate. It's also the lens through which Bean views baseball's ongoing LGBTQ+ issues.

"There's some parts of my job where I feel like some days I just, you know, I'm floating," said Bean, a senior vice president for diversity, equity and inclusion with Major League Baseball.