I wish I could pull on my boots and play for Arsene Wenger against Manchester City on Thursday. If I could come back for one more game, it would be this one.
I would love to share with this struggling Arsenal side the collective energy and never-say-die spirit that defined the teams I played for.
Goalkeeper Jens Lehmann described it as a 'wolf-pack' mentality but I saw it more as a togetherness and a will to win that all our opponents envied.
We played so close to the edge that sometimes we found it difficult to keep 11 players on the pitch.