It's not you, it's me.
Historically, I've long hated change. It has been my standard operating procedure since even before Van Halen transformed into Van Hagar and also well before something called New Coke hit grocery shelves.
Yes, whoever coined the phrase, "If it ain't broke, don't fix it!" is one of my favorite philosophers.
Sure there were signs of cracks in my exterior; small instances that one could point to and say, "Hey, you're not so scared of doing things differently after all.