My overriding memory of Arsenal's last FA Cup final with Chelsea in 2002 is one of massive disappointment.
Not disappointment with the result, of course. Arsenal won 2-0 through fabulous goals from Ray Parlour and Freddie Ljungberg on our way to a second double in four years.
But I was gutted that I spent all but one minute of that cup final willing my team-mates on from the sidelines. Up until the day before the game I was convinced I would be on the pitch with them.
![Martin Keown (far left) only came on in the 89th minute of Arsenal's 2002 FA Cup final win](http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2017/05/27/00/00501D8500000258-0-Martin_Keown_far_left_only_came_on_in_the_89th_minute_of_Arsenal-a-72_1495842076515.jpg)
![Arsene Wenger picked Tony Adams to play alongside Sol Campbell against Chelsea in Cardiff](http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2017/05/27/00/004FD9EB00000258-0-image-a-71_1495842067151.jpg)
That season I experienced pain and pleasure in equal measure.